Going Under

Left home with a friend of mineBeen gone two years and I don’t know why.Now I’m happy all the time.Can’t think and I’m feeling fineLittle girl with the full red lipsnever knew it could be like thisvo_ Carrol:Maybe I should just act like it never even happens.(24 May 2017) Carrol:Our sex life is great so I know [...]
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Shanelle:
How do I accept I may never see him again?
(24 May 2017)

Shanelle:
I messaged him to ask him what happened, but he hasn't been on in hours.
(24 May 2017)

Shanelle:
I once would've been happy if he got fired or left, but I'm definitely not happy now.
(24 May 2017)

Shanelle:
We're friends on Facebook and comment on each other's stuff every now and then and I would say we're decently close.
(24 May 2017)

Shanelle:
Well, apparently, my boss resigned on Saturday.
(24 May 2017)

Shanelle:
I love the kitchen people to death, but think they could've been nicer to my boss.
(24 May 2017)

Shanelle:
I don't blame him, they never listen to him and blatantly disregard anything he has to say, even when he's right and knows what he's talking about.
(24 May 2017)

Shanelle:
Some drama happened last week where he blew up on some of the kitchen people.
(24 May 2017)

Shanelle:
We would flirt a lot, though I know it never meant anything.
(24 May 2017)

Shanelle:
I have also become very attached to him and have developed (manageable and controllable) feelings for him.
(24 May 2017)