Why is it so hard to find someone?

Hello ladies my names Jason and looking for a LTR and it been hard to find someone i think finding that someone requires patients and i feel if something doesnt happen right away then people dont give it a chance so i just ask for a girl who will give it a chance and have [...]
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Corrin:
I tried to get back up to get my baby and get out of there but he punched me in my face.
(29 December 2016)

Corrin:
He grabbed my wrist and yanked me on the floor and kicked me in my lower back.
(29 December 2016)

Corrin:
He told me that I was being disrespectful and that I should never disrespect him.
(29 December 2016)

Corrin:
He then slapped me and told me to never raise my voice at him again.
(29 December 2016)

Corrin:
I told him to put the baby back down and he didn't.. I told him again but raising my voice and he put the baby down.
(29 December 2016)

Corrin:
He came home drunk and he tried to hold our 2 month old but I didn't want him to.
(29 December 2016)

Corrin:
In all fairness I was being kind of rude to him.
(29 December 2016)

Trinidad:
I see a pattern here so can he really be purposely doing this?
(29 December 2016)

Trinidad:
He has always been cheep my husband said and when my husband asked him for food money while he was in college and he refused to give him any.
(29 December 2016)

Trinidad:
He also made himself comfortable in one of the beds while my husband and I were checking in at the front desk so I ended up in the bedroom with the kids and my husband slept on couch.
(29 December 2016)