Bout ready to give up dating

Im not quite sure what I’m doing wrong I’m caring, nice, will doing anything for u when I’m yours. I know I’m not perfect, the most attractive, but I think I deserve to have somebody. I just need to know what I’m doing wrong. I just want some girl to takes chance on me. It’s [...]
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Janita:
STRATEGISTS: I Need and Airtight Alibi?
(28 December 2016)

Janita:
Also, there are a couple people we know in my town we could say he's staying with, he's just worried his mom will check up on that.
(28 December 2016)

Janita:
I know it's wrong to go behind their backs and all, I don't need a lecture about why this is bad, and I accept any and all consequences if we get caught... Any ideas on what excuse we could use?
(28 December 2016)

Janita:
We've been racking our brains trying to come up with an excuse he can use to stay the night without them finding out why he's really there.
(28 December 2016)

Janita:
So this might seem stupid, but my boyfriend is going to Argentina for 8 months pretty soon and we want a special night away before he goes.
(28 December 2016)

Yang:
This could be my rotc?
(28 December 2016)

Yang:
I have been saying and have been pretending that she needs me, and i knew i couldnt believe it because there was no way a person like her would have me as her focus.
(28 December 2016)

Theresia:
Why do i feel better when she talks to me when i know i will hear nothing later?
(28 December 2016)

Theresia:
Why do i feel how i feel about her if she doesnt deserve it?
(28 December 2016)

Theresia:
Why do i become the best of me when shes close if i know i am the worst?
(28 December 2016)